Time... My Best Friend.. What I've Been Waiting For..

Well... I got the call I've been waiting for... for the last three months plus... I finally got it... Boy was it so many mixed emotions... Things have changed, big changes.. but it was like I didn't care.. Excitement, anger, shock, hatred, betrayal, happiness, joy, warm fuzzies.. Wow... can a person feel all of those at once...? But they all died down and became a few feelings... calmness, at ease, understanding... and the big one... the rekindlement of love... Only a few weeks ago, I used to tell myself that love had nothing to do with anything... love was only a part of the big picture, but now I'm seeing the real true power of love... true love... what a beautiful thing.. it does exist.. How can one octave of a person's voice make a small flame and make it into an engulfing fire, it's amazing. Now, God, I pray to you that you lead me in the way that you deem necessary.. guide me in the path to which you would want me to go and help me understand all of this... I feel like a new path in my life is being made... I'm excited to be able to find out if I'll be able to see the new scenery..